Tracking progress by quadrimester

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Current condition (August-September 2023)

Yes, it happened again.

After being given guarantees my work hours would never go above what was established in my contract, I was goaded into putting in extra hours starting in June. The situation kept extending itself to an unreasonable amount and I took drastic measures: vacations now or bye-bye later. I was obliged.

I already whined enough in the page linked above, so I'll refrain from crying much more here. In the end, I brought it upon myself.

Naturally, my routines were completely screwed over


And that's it... I'm also focusing on having more wrist involvement in the movement along the keyboard.

Frankly, I'm impressed with myself at how I managed to keep this up as long as I did, considering how mentally drained I was most of the time.
I got to hurry updating the Hanon progress log. Last time, I said I'd be at exercise 40 at this point. I'm far from getting there.



This is what gave me the most despair. Feeling myself becoming weaker, looking in the mirror and having to stretch to not see the fat on the sides and shielding myself behind a weak "at least it's better than last time! They peeked out even when you did this!".

Lost the habit of drinking water often, snacked between meals and did no exercise. Once again, I'm surprised I didn't put on a lot of weight.
My metabolism must still be in top condition.



Again, I was impressed I could keep this up and even find the strength of will to do as big an undertaking as reviewing all kanji. I had planned to do it around this point back in the beginning of the year, when I thought I'd have the time to accomplish it seamlessly. Instead, I lost one of my few days off to see it through to the end.

Ever since, I've been slowly re-learning those kanji, starting at the fully forgotten. Five at a time, with big stretches of exclusive review sessions to give the kanji time to settle in my mind and not contribute to an already overwhelming schedule.

Japanese learning routines also collapsed in September.



The reason why the few routines I managed to sustain all collapsed in September is mostly because, as soon as I got my vacation time, I spent about a week and a half doing absolutely nothing. Completely cleaning my mind of any thoughts of work or effort and allowing myself to indulge in pure sloth, watching anime all day, lurking image boards and pixiv. The most I'd do was shower and brush my teeth. I didn't even shave.

Batteries fully recharged and free time ahead of me,
it's time to salvage the rest of the year.



Part-time paradise allowed me to produce results.
I was almost back to square one in terms of physical conditioning but once I got back to the hang of things, I was at right about the level when things went south.

I didn't have it in me to do the established routines tit for tat, but I came pretty close!

One-hour bike rides twice a week. Abdominal workouts twice a week. Leg strength workouts every other week. Flexibility... I've not been keeping up with it. But I've got a good thing going!

The objective is to try and make it to exercise 40 in the following quadrimester. There's a bunch of scales in the middle that all account as only one exercise, and there's another exercise that, once I read what I'm supposed to do, leads me to believe it will be the exercise that kills my delusions of virtuosity once and for all. But I thought so as early as exercise 4, so I might have it in me to overcome it.

I also need to improve sight reading and have a long hard look at music theory, but the focus is Hanon right now. If I get to exercise 40, these points will begin to take priority.


With the loss of my exercise habits during the past half year, I saw the return of fat deposits on my sides. What was saving me from the return of the full muffin top was sticking to 3 meals a day. My BMI didn't rise above 19, which goes to show that in the past year and a half most of my lean mass got replaced. With the end of March this year, I got rid of it, again. My core still has little to no muscle definition, which is extremely frustrating. I'm not asking for a six pack, but to so easily lose muscle is demoralizing.

The next quadrimester will be to focus on building an actual muscular foundation. That is to say, do what I was supposed to do a year and a half ago... I plan on intensifying my ab workout routine and add some arm strength exercises to the mix. I've also decided to focus more on work that helps improve other areas like my posture. More important than beefed up arms is to cultivate a good foundation. Also restart work on wall bridges.

Still haunting my dreams.

Japanese learning is at a crossroads. Again, I notice improvement, but I'm nowhere near the fluency I so desire. When I first wrote about my objectives, I said I'd give Japanese another year or two. That was January 2021. Two years and 4 months later, I have the outside incentives to continue down this path, propelled by tangible improvements in my own skill with the language. For the following quadrimester, seeing as my anki review time is becoming shorter and shorter, I will add Japanese writing to my practicing. I've been reading manga raws and other documents as well, and doing so with close to no need to check dictionaries. I still don't feel like I have a good enough grasp of grammar, so I will be looking into it a little better.

Year and a half recovered in four months.
Steady progress.



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